we used to be so close then
things is never going to be as perfect as before
we quarrel at the sight of each other
it's not like before when we fight and we patch
i don't know how things turn this way
i hate the way it is now
i dread the home where the present you exist in
there's a crack in our shared mirror
and it's never to be meant
even if one day it is meant
things will still turn out to be the way we are now
once a crack
forever a crack
i hate it
but yet i couldn't ignore the fact
the fact that you have changed
i want to be like in the past
where we shared everything together
though i know it's a impossible
i missed the past so much
where there's only laughter in the house
and no crying and screaming here and there
i long for that perfect mirror again
i am really tire and sick of these
and if one day
i choose to leave
i hope you grow
i hope you know
you to know that who really cares
and who don't
no regrets is what i want in my future
a happy past
a happy present
and a happy future
i want to leave the world with no tears in my eyes
you came to my world when i was only two
i so loved you then
don't make me hate you
cause i want her and him to be happy
that's all it should be

had basic sciene fer lesson todae... we finish our ppt damn early lah... 12pm lye tt jiu finish le lor... OMG!!! n nw i'm left wif nth to do... SIAN SIAN SIAN!!! gif mi things to do leh... haiz haiz haiz!!!

i found this on the net. it was quite funny i tot. n so~~~ i've decided to post this up. heh heh =)

had enterprise fer lesson todae again.. new team. hmm. actually nt much of a new team. joanna and june were in the same team as mi todae again... the oni new comer is samantha. jacelyn was not here...

enterprise about dinner and dance thingy... alright! i'm gonna sae the same thing: WTH IS IT ABOUT!!! hahas :) couldn't wait fer the lesson to end fast todae.

meeting yuling, huiting and jojo after sck todae... finally our jalan kayu dinner is here. no more changes yah. roti prata here i come!!! heh heh heh ;)

chiong CS wif yann, liling, j n kayden jus nw at w26k... the class beside our old class w26j. hahas :) long time nv play le... my skills are like argg ok. hahas :) will be playing wif them again on fridae. heh heh :) looking forward...

communication nid to do story... wat the!! lols :) wat about culture n stuff? spent my 1st breakout wif the usual W26J gang. liling came to look fer mi 1st den we went to look fer jorny den we went to look fer yann n kayden den dixie den val n ah neo den finally to the w4 canteen. oni mi, liling, yann, kayden n jorny was there at 1st den yt came to join us at a ltr time. andrea came lye fer 1 mins nia?? wat happen to w26j? we used to occupy the whole row of table bt nw it's nw lye half?? haiz :l bt i noe tt even if we are not there physically, the w26j-ian are there spirtually ;D

woke up 6.30am in the morning as usual.. clean up and brush teeth then the normal routine, change clothes then breakfast. was in the same bus as yuling. haha :) so qiao... went to meet joanna at the 169 bus stp.. she was fastest than mi todae. heh heh. the bus was cramp... alot of ppl. squeeze here squeeze there :S finally gt space fer mi to sit le :) happy happy!!

nw in class... gg to haf communication fer lesson todae. opps!! it's cultural. hahas :) [to huisi: i rem nw!! hahas]

oh ya! gt a letter of moe le.. my sci practical on the 9th of oct. i gt the 2nd shift and baoling the 3rd. hope yuling same shift as mi sia... i dun wan go exam along :l waa ;( SCIENCE SCIENCE SCIENCE!!!

alright... the jalan kayu dinner was postponed to thurs cos jojo was nt feeling well todae. sob sob :(

had cognitive fer lesson todae.. it was chim cn!!! wat about elements of truth, philosophy, atomism and etc etc etc. they know mi bt i dunnoe them lor. so many chim words... ltr presentation dunnoe hw to speak le. heh heh. aniwae, my team was quite fun bt their eng quite pro too... den mi in the end dun dare to speak up. hahas =) will wrk on tt de. gg to jalan kayu jus fer tt roti prata ltr. heh heh. gonna find my peeps. miss them... xiao mei n huiting =) HERE I COME!!! lols :)

had maths fer lesson todae... all about statistics n OMG... difficult lor :l was in the same team as joanna, sven, soon song and venges. fun team. tt's all i wanna sae fer nw... wait fer my next post bahz :)

wake up about 9am in the morning as usual.. nth to do. see a newspaper article... it was about a 8yrs old gal who was reported missing. bt the truth is that she went to her frenz's hse to play n stay overnight without informing her parents. naughty naughty huh. heh heh =) after tt on the tv den watch chnl 8 de cartoon. hahas ;D san mao san mao. lols. it's so god damn boring lah. thought of surfing the net bt i jus couldn't log onto my hse's broadband so heck care le lah. everytime lye tt de :S went to practice my guitar... okay. i was still as lousy as b4... gtg to jia jin lian xi. finally cn surf the net le. happy happy!! heh heh :)

gg to grandma's hse AGAIN at night. sian sian sian :l

went to blk 200+ de mac to study sci wif baoling n yuling jus nw... alot of formulae lor. study untill siao siao le :S i so regret retaking sci nw lah... bt it's like no choice le cos i've pay the money le. $158 jus fer science so MUST MUST MUST pass.

so miss the W26J-cian lah... i dun wanna change class. so miss ah ma, andrea, orichimaru, val, yann, athena, liyanna, meiling, huisi, j, lisa, jing hang, dixie, kenneth, kayden, jonathan, ivan, imran, praba, vick, syaffiq, assry, zhang chen and 1 more guy whom i dun miss AT ALL. kinda bad here bt really la. bt luckily after changing class, he's no longer my classmate bt poor ah ma :(

haiz :l i hope time passes fast. fer the first time, i dun like my class.. tis class nt bad lah bt i jus prefer W26J more.

missing my peeps...

had science fer lesson todae.. same group as razan, cx & venges. todae problem okok lah.. bt still can't ignore the fact that i hate sci. sian 1/2. heh heh =)

tmlr going out wif san mei n xiao mei to study sci. studying sci fer 2 consecutive daes. kinda hate it bt no choice... 'o' lvl coming le :( haiz.

the internet is down again... sian full!!! hahas =)

todae, i begin my journey in my new class W15C. my first group of the semester was a group of gals and they were juazlina, joanna, june and jacelyn. and to my surprise, i was the only "B" in the team. hahas =) had enterprise lesson todae n the faci very funnt. he play kongkong, maplestory, auditionsea and etc. lols n he keep asking hu gt play oso. hahas =) overall, i think my class is going to be quite fun but it's really very boring for now... perhaps because all of us dunnoe each other and it's the first time we met bahz. nth to rite at the moment. will blog again soon =)

okok... the new class is out n i'm in W15C. no more W26J le. kinda excited to meet my new classmates bt gt alot of malays + foreigners + tamils = little chinese. scary scary... nt being racist here hur. bt i think tis mean that the class bonding will be bad bt i hope tt tis will nt happen.

went to east coast wif yt, andrea, val n liling. mi n liling learn roller blading. hahas :) it's fun ;) bt it's tiring ;( heh heh... after tt we change to cycling den all of us cycle to the hawker centre to haf our dinner. mmm... yea, it was nice. i had hokkien noodles n all of us oso order some extra dishes like sambal stingray, sotong n fried oyster to share :D reach hm bout 9.45pm??? den bath n watch tv till slp zZzZz



frm left: yt, andrea, val, mi n liling

went to the night safari ytd wif REACH n some kids n yea, it was FUN :) i was in charge of looking after apple (nt her real name)... heex :) kinda angry looking after her bt overall, she was a cute n likeable person ;] knew quite a number of new kids ytd n they all were all very friendly. they are all very talkable n tis is so scary cos sometimes i dunnoe hw to ans them back. hahas :)

b4 night safari, mi n jojo went to j8 n haf a walk n i bought a bag =) so happy. heh heh. after tt we went to orchard to look fer shiqi cos we tot she still working there. in the end, we couldn't find her n so we called her den she tell us tt she nw wrking at science center. hahas :) so waste the transport fee lor. hehex :]

gg to east coast to cycle ltr wif poly mates. hahas :) when was the last time i saw them?? erm... i think nt long ago bahz =) gg to enjoy myself ltr wif them... the rest wait till i get back hm den blog bahz ;)

finally reformat lappy le =) went to sck ytd to reformat my com. reach hm bout 12.15 noon n waited till 3+pm fer my lappy to be reformat bt bt bt... the network was down n so the IT helpdesk ask mi to come back again todae. okies... i was argg... todae reach sck very early in the morning. 8.55am start to reformat my com le... i was so happy when the meter reach 100% bt a error cropped out some where n in the end, they haf to use the windows home edition to help mi re-install n then all the cd one by one given by fujitsu to re-install too. it was a really tired dae lah. finally my lappy is done at about 2pm. happy le.

haven't been blogging fer daes because went fer holidae n after returning back to singapore, com kena virus den cannt play... sad sad :(

5th of Sept:
woke up at 6.45am... tired. was the third to wake up. my brother was last. left the hse at about 7.30am. reach kovan hawker center n ate a plate of mee siam. couldn't finish it though. den waited fer the rest. board the coach at about 9am n started our journey to afamosa.

after we reach there... tired of cos. each family settle into the villa n each villa has a small swimming pool lah (so gd lah)... some photos taken at the villa will be shown later in the post.

went to the cowboy town at night. i love the show. it was jus a great ending of the dae lah. hahas =) photos down here too :)













6th of Sept:
wake up at 7.30am... took the "banana" truck shuttle to side walk cafe fer breakfast. had western - 2 eggs, 2 slices of bread n 2 hotdosgs. went to the animal world after tt n yeah... it was boring the whole journey though.









after visiting the animal farm, it was about 3+/4+ in the afternoon le n so we headed back to out villa n the rest of the dae fer mi, my brother n wei jian (our cousin) were watching the disney channel. hahas =) the rest of the cousins were swimming ;)

7th of Sept:
wake up at 8.30am n does the same thing again. waited fer the rest to be ready n headed to side walk cafe again fer breakfast. this time i had nasi lemak n had another 2 extra eggs :) after breakfast, all of us went back to our villa to pack our stuff cos we need to check out by 12 noon. bt by 12 noon, we are still there... the reason is becos all the uncles still couldn't stp their card games n in the end, we left the villa at about 1pm n a surcharged was charged to all the family :S

reach singapore bout 5+/6+ n had our dinner at the kovan hawker center. reach hm bout 9.40pm. bath n slept.

8th and 9th of Sept:
went to causeway pt - singtel shp myself cos my sim card spoil. reason: someone play wif my phone n couldn't get through the pw n in the end, my whole sim card is rejected. anihw anihw pay $18 to get a new sim card :( after tt went to meet huisi n andrea at mrt station den we went to meet the rest at bedok after tt. it was a class bbq gathering. fun cos the rain keep coming n stp n mi n liling was always the oni 2 gals hu always get soaked in the rain. hahas =) in the end, i was so cold tt i started shivering. oh ya!! thnx val fer ur shirt yea ;D syaffiq sae tt he will come n in the end, he din't come. assry came fer awhile n left soon after tt. vick was there late. huisi, lisa, praba n vick again left there early bout 9+/10+pm i think. andrea left at 12+ midnight n jorny left at bout 1+am the next dae too. the one who left to stay overnight in the end are mi, liling, yann, kenneth, ivan n kayden. hahas :) quite sleepy at night. we talk n we play some games to make ourself clear throughout the whole night. kayden n kenneth keep talk about hw they are punish during their secondary sck time. lols. we left there early in the morning the next dae at bout 6.45am. i took bus wif liling n kenneth to seng kang n then mi n kenneth change bus to 854. he alight off 1st while i continue my journey all the wae back to yishun interchange. took 804 hm. reach hm bout 8.10am.

slp fer 2+ hrs n quickly wake up n bath. meet joanna n shiqi at ocbc. gg to the salvation army at pasir panjang rd to teach the children there balloon scrupturing. n on the wae there, we gt lost so in the end, we called fer HELP!!! derrick came n pick us up. hahas =) so ps :) reach there le. mi taught shiqi hw to make wat derrick so called "strange" dog. hahas :) it was cute okies. hahaha. den after tt sock n shiqi teach mi hw to make flower. yeah... it was fun ;D

taught rani (the kid i was in charge of) hw to make my "strange" dog n the flower. make a sword fer her too :) n joanna's gal took my flower. i love the flower i make lah bt she keep saying please to mi so no choice lor - haf to gif her my very first own make flower :( left the salvation army at bout 3+pm.

mi, shiqi n joanna den went to eat at a nearby shp. had hot n sour noodle n the 3 of us order another plate of shuai jiao tan to share. my noodle was delicious bt i couldn't finish it off as it was a big bowl fer mi. the shuai jiao was yucks. i dun like the fillings n the skin. it was so nt nice lah :S after eating, we went to took the bus back to clementi mrt station. i alighted at admiralty to go to grandma's hse while the both of them went to bishan fer our group's bbq gathering. i had to go to grandma's hse cos very long nv go le so cannt go fer the bbq gathering. sian lar :( mi n 3 yi was the earliest. reach there le nth to do den chat wif 3 yi n grandma. the rest all reach bout 6+/7+pm like tt. waited fer them very long lor. had my dinner den went to grandma's rm n sleep. hahas :) actually i jus lie down there n watch tv bt i started to snoozing off. guess i was jus too tired bahz. reach hm bout 10+pm.

todae - 10th of Sept:
nth to do. ask benjie to help mi fix my com cos my com kena virus bt he say that the virus was too strong to be cured so he told mi to go to sck to reformat my com. haiz :S this was irritating lar. later gg to another grandma's hse n it's gg to be another boring one lar.

okok.. stp writing le. wait fer my next entry yeah ;]

wrk ytd. it was a last minute tingy cos syaffiq can't wrk so keng quickly call mi in the morning to ask mi to replace him.. so rush ytd. late fer wrk a little bit. hahas :) nbd knows ;D was either at the towel stand or slide the whole dae except fer bout 1 hr, i was at the BNP. met new kids n they were carys, hendry, geybrail, josaphine, mat n afew more. oh ya!!! there was this kid n his brother very naughty wan... they use the water gun to shoot mi wif water when i was on duty n of cos i run n i think 1 of the guest was unhappy so i quickly run out of the area...

tmlr gg to afamosa fer holidae le.. kinda excited ;D yeah!!! hope i could bring some pressie back fer myself n friends too bahz :)

first of all, i have to sae a BIG THANKS fer baoling fer acc mi to ntu to help paul wif his talk yea. luv ya lots. ya the best yea :)

alright.. woke up at 5:45 "AM" todae :( so tired!!! met baoling at 6:30am den went to buy pandan cake fer breakfast. took train all the way to jurong mrt n then both mi n baoling is to alight at which side lor so we ended up running in n out of the train to look fer the correct side (saw tt pic... yah. we pass by the lady in the middle 3 times at least i think. hehex ). then we went to meet paul at commonwealth de taxi stand... took the taxi n headed forward to ntu and omg... NTU IS BIG. heard frm paul tt there is a interchange in there some more. hahas :)



reach out destination n waited fer "???" (ferget her name le) to come fetch us to the right place n yah, when we reach the lecture theater, there was about 30 to 40 ppl in there waiting oready. paul started his talk at 9am n more n more students came in. helped paul to click on the powerpoint slides n showed the video. alittle messy in the process. hahas :) baoling n i tot that it was going to be a boring talk bt paul makes it to be so interesting by telling us alot alot of jokes n the time actually pass quite fast :)

soon the talk ended n it was already 12.30 noon n yah... mi n baoling as paul's assisstance get to eat the same thing as paul bt different frm the rest. hahas :) so special. the ntu students had pizza n we had yoshinoya n i tot wasn't pizza better :l nvm...

after finishing our lunch, we took paul's taxi and alight at bishan while paul continue his journey to his workplace which is also at bishan. hahas :) mi n baoling shp there then. bought a jacket n YES... FINALLY!!! saw a slipper tt i like bt no money le so cannt buy :( sad sad. went hm at bout 3+ or 4+ (can't exactly rem the time).

wanted to surf the net n stupid modemn jus dun wan to let mi use the internet cos brother snatching wif mi :( so while waiting, i went to watch the tv bt there's no gd show. i waited untill oni nw i could use the internet den started blogging, check our my friendster n look through my mail --> the normal procedure :l

gonna haf a gd night slp todae :)