Beautiful Obsession

i saw jojo's entry and was so happy to realise tt there is really someone out there who does really care fer mi. i haf always tot tt i was merely a passerby in their life. i wanna tell this to all those who really love mi:

life's like a cup of bitter coffee.
it will never turn sweet unless
you add sugar to it.
i'm the coffee
and you are the sugar.
thanks for making my life
sweet forever.

and this is to my (very very very very) * infinity besties out there [joanna, lynnn, ling and ting]:

we share laughter and sadness once
we laught, we cry, we hug and we share
we were there for one another before
we had lots of wonderful memories
and all these are enough for me to smile through the long road

i want you all to know that
i do really care for you all
perhaps at times i wasn't really that good at showing
but i really do care

thanks for the everything
the things that we all had touch
the things that we all had share using
the things that we can never buy with money

you all really touch my life
and it's wonderful
sometimes i thought
was it really a blessing or is it a disaster
oh no
it's really a present for me

i love you all
no matter as a friends or sisters
you all were already part of me
you all are someone who make my life different

joanna
i promise that i'll always be there
no more worry
cause now i know
you care and you love
and i've just this one thing to tell you
i care for you too
i love you too
look for me if you really need to
and i'll always be there

lynnn
you have always been my confidant
and yet i took it at granted once
i'm sorry
you are the best xiao mei that i've ever had
i do treasure the relationship we had
best buds and best sister forever

ling
we share laughter the most
thanks for the everything you've help me
you were also there when i was lost
i couldn't help you alot
and i'm sorry
i've tried to make the best out of me for you
yet to no avail at times
we had sisterly love in us
and i know i care for you too
thank you

ting
i know that i was harsh to you once
i wanted to help you too
we've all tried
but we've all failed
if this was really what you wanted
i suppose that there shouldn't be
anymore objection from all your buds
jia you
best friends for life

and lastly, this is special written to my dad, my mum, my brother and those whom i've really cared:

papa
i do love you
just that i don't know how to express it
i do care what you say
because you mean alot to me
i don't wanna start an argument with you
because it saddens you
i wanted it all fine for the both of us
cause i really care for you alot

mummy
i love you too
i know i'm 3rd in your heart
but i also know that you're 1st in mine
so i'm sorry for whatever things that has
caused sorrow in you
i'll open my ears, eyes and heart to hear and see you
i'll block the temper that stain us apart

benjie
i've never realise that i can't be happy without you
untill that incident
i'll protect you
because you are scare
and because i know you need me
i love you even more
don't leave me again
we did quarrel nt only a few times
but we will soon be fine
cause we need the shoulder of one another

the ones whom i really love
thanks for everything
i was happy knowing you were there
i didn't care for forever
at least we were there once
it's okay if we didn't show it out
because we know that we do cared for one another
i love you guys
and please love me like the way i love you all too